anxiety

Why I Can't Do It.

Why I Can't Do It.

I remember the thought, "I can't do that" was like a song on repeat in my head back when I was struggling with depression in 2011.

One particular day, I was lying in bed until late morning, covers twisted up, feeling like being a human was impossible that day.  It was one of the first sunny, warm days of Spring.
The sun was blazing through the window onto my face, so I turned over, blocked the light with my pillow, and felt guilty I couldn’t enjoy this beautiful day because I felt depressed.